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Blowing Sunshine?

13 Jan

I’ve been letting myself feel how I feel recently instead of forcing myself to feel happy and “blow sunshine” as a friend of mine so eloquently put it. Letting myself have some time to feel upset has actually been making all the other days happier. Maybe it’s just by comparison, but either way, I feel happier for it.

I do know I’ve been able to appreciate everything more recently. All the little things have become big things, and then the things that seemed like a big deal before…seem like little things now. My family and I sat down and had the “Advanced Directives” talk again pretty recently. Every one of us expressed our wishes on what we would prefer under certain circumstances, including my little brother (the only one to not have it all in writing…besides the cat, of course). And then…I think to lighten the mood a little, we went into really outrageous and unlikely circumstances, asking what we would do in those cases. Made it less awkward, I think.

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Hospitalized for Christmas, But it’s Okay.

25 Dec
The nurses gave me some hats (stereotypical cancer patient gift), and they also did a little parade, it was cute! My dad had my cat call me on the phone, and he meowed lol. That was cute, as well. My mom brought me some juice she made, and it was really good! For Christmas, I also got a watch, more hats, and some sweaters, and I got my IV pole decorated like a Christmas tree haha…
My dad and I are going to watch a DVD later. I kind of want to watch The Sound of Music. I feel like singing.
Since I have the PEG tube now, I can just use that and pretend I’m eating whatever I want…like unicorn! …that was probably the fentanyl speaking, but whatever, it’s Christmas. Hugs 🙂
Merry Christmas, everyone!

WTF?!

16 Dec

Found out today that my dad has a brain tumour…

What else? Seriously? WTF?!?!

Note to Self

Never ask what next, because now my cat vomited in my bed. All on my sheets and pillows and everything.

This is something I already knew, but can’t seem to stop doing. Ugh.

And life…boo, you whore!