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I’m Not Going

29 Aug

I’m not going to school tomorrow. I’m not going to get out of my bed. I’m just gonna stay here and wallow in self pity. Just for one day, and then see what to do from there.

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I’m Back

12 May

Sorry I’ve been gone, I haven’t been feeling well. I wound up staying with my brother’s godmother for a few days, but then my dad came up to take care of me, so I’m back at my apartment now. He cleaned my whole apartment for me! I’m happy to see him. My little brother went to prom with his gf. So cute! I’ll update with more stuff later. Still not feeling great.

Also, Happy Mother’s Day!

I’m Home!!!

22 Apr

Yay! I mean I kinda left AMA, but that’s besides the point. The point being I’m home!! YAY!!! And I’ll take good care of myself and keep taking the antibiotics and yada yada yada, and everything will be fine. I just wanna be in my own bed and nap on my own terms.

Quote 21 Feb
“I think the nights are the worst because our bodies secretly put up a guard during the day, so when you get back home and you are alone, all of the pain, symptoms, etc. just flood out with nothing to hide.” -Unknown

Simple.

21 Dec

So I figured out that I don’t need to talk to my dad to show him that I care. I just need to hug him, lean my head on his shoulder when we’re sitting next to each other, watch a movie with him…that’s all there is to it!

I want to be able to be home (and awake) for Christmas this year. I want that.

Oh, don’t mind me. Just venting.

27 Nov

Anemic, low WBC count, fever, neuropathy, blood transfusion, bone pain…today is just faaaaantastic! NOT -______- I wanna go home now.

I am sooooooo sore and tired like ALL the time, and it really makes it hard to get anything done. I’m too tired to even go vomit in the bathroom, but I hate having buckets in my room, it’s gross…but it’s one or the other. Everything tastes/feels like sand in my mouth. I kind of wish food weren’t necessary for survival.

I hate feeling this unproductive. Especially when there’s SO MUCH to be done!

BUT…I DO have to say THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH to my amazing classmates. You guys are so awesome, and I don’t know what I would do without you all.