Tag Archives: mass

Klutz?

25 Apr

I had to go back to the hospital because I was unable to breathe, but my breathing is better now. In addition to the pneumonia that I’m recovering from, the nodules in my lungs have grown, so it made for a very difficult time breathing.

In addition to that, because of the mass in my brain, I had some difficulty with coordination recently, and I fell and hit my head, which required a few stitches in my head. I’ve also been shaking a lot, and I’m not quite sure why, but my EEG was not completely normal. I’m not sure if this is a side effect of medications or because of the mass. It’s not constant, but when it happens it’s highly obnoxious.

Other than that and a headache, I’m doing better. Just very, very tired.

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Rant

14 Apr

GAHHHH!!!!!!! ***EXPLETIVES** WHYYYYYY?!?!

I went to the hospital, and they found another small mass. I’m so tired of this crap, seriously, I can’t handle it!! I just want cancer to leave me and my family alone! I feel SO defeated. I just wanna be better already and forget all this bull ever happened, but like…I don’t even know if I’m even gonna get better at this point, like I don’t even know if that’s the plan anymore. They just keep talking about “stabilization” and stuff, and I just wanna be better, I can’t live like this. I really can’t live like this. /rant