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Blah

19 Apr

I’m feeling the depression hard today. The not wanting to do anything at all. The random bouts of crying even when I’ve received the best news of life about my dad. The not eating anything. The feeling isolated and detached. All of it is hitting me hard today. I’m even talking super slowly and moving even slower. Now my eyes are all swollen from crying, and I just want a hug. Blah.

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Please Pray for My Dad

22 Nov

So my parents and brother are visiting me for Thanksgiving. That’s great, because I miss them SO incredibly much. We’re all very close.

We were talking, and my mom says something along the lines of “Your dad’s surgery, blah blah blah…” Now, everyone has neglected to tell me anything about any surgery my dad is supposed to have! Apparently, they’ve been sitting on this information for like 2 months now. So, TODAY I find out that my dad is getting surgery on Friday the 30th because of what they believe to be a tumor on his left tonsil. It’s swollen 4x the size of his right one, and he’s been really tired recently. They’re concerned it may be either a lymphoma or a squamous cell carcinoma, but they won’t know until the surgery and they send it to pathology. Honestly, I’m hoping for C) None of the Above.

My mom continues talking, and says, “We’ll see if we can get the surgeons to do both surgeries at the same time” My reaction: “What is this BOTH you speak of?” To which my mom replies, “Oh, your dad didn’t tell you? He also has a tumor on his eye that they’re going to remove.” Of course he didn’t tell me! He never tells me when things are wrong with him. I really don’t know why, but he just doesn’t. These are things I’d really like to know. Regardless of how or when I found out, it still remains that my dad is getting surgery soon, so please keep him in your prayers.

Also, Happy Thanksgiving, everyone!

:’( That Is All

22 Sep

New Emotional Low

LEVEL ACHIEVED

I feel like the crappiest crap stuck to the gum on the bottom of Satan’s shoe…

My leg is sooooooo swollen and sore 😦 ouch

Anndddd…I have pharyngitis…again…

It’s only like 8pm…and this day needs to be over, because I’m hoping tomorrow will be a better one. We’ll see.